Nothing sucks more than having to make that decision to put an animal to sleep. You second guess yourself and you wonder if you should have done it sooner. Nothing anyone tells you makes you feel better. Luckily I have a wonderful vet and having her reassurance that I made the right decision was a relief. My pets have been with me longer than any roommate and certainly longer than any relationship.
I feel a little out of control right now so my goal today is to get a few of those things off my plate that have been hanging over my head. Then I can concentrate on the important things in life.